Time to say Goodbye.

I'm really bad at saying goodbye. Almost as bad as I'm at telling people how and what I feel. A reason why I hate myself. I do my very best to change it but it doesn't work at all.  

Well, ...nevermind...

A very close friend of mine left for australia. And he doesn't know how long he will stay there. Last saturday was the last time I saw him and I already miss him.

He is one of the persons I trust the most and he's very important to me. I know him my whole life. We experienced so many things together. Good and bad. 

And he is the only one of my friends who likes the same bands I like. Now I have to go to all concerts alone.

This sucks so bad :(

I love this song :)

See you in the showers, 

Alina

75 Questions You've Probably Never...

Because I love surveys :D 

1. First thing you wash in the shower? my hair

2. What color is your favorite hoodie? black

3. Have you ever had trouble with the police? yes.  

4.Do you plan outfits? sometimes ;D

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?  I'm hungry 

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?  my guitar Red xD

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?  aim? xD

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having? ooooh it was kinda          satisfying and that's all I'm gonna say haha xD

9. Did you meet anybody new today? nope

10. What are you craving right now? a hug from Mark Hoppus? ok, let's say a hug ;D 

11. Do you floss? sometimes

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage? It's one of the vocabulary I learned today :D 

13. When was the last time you talked on aim? what is this aim shit about? xD

14. Are you emotional? yep

15. Would you dance to the taco song? I don't know the taco song 

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?  no

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it? lick it ;D 

18. Do you like your hair?  not always, but sometimes

19. Do you like yourself?  eewww...depends

20. Have you ever met a celebrity? Does Boris from Germany's Next Topmodel count as a celebrity? xD BORIS!!   

21. Do you like cottage cheese? nooooo

22. What are you listening to right now? blink-182 - Adam's Song 

23. How many countries have you visited? 5 or 6

24. Are your parents strict?  I don't think so

25. Would you go sky diving? I'd love to

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? no. 

27. Would you throw potatoes at him? hahaha yes :D

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in? no :(

29. Have you ever been in a castle?  yep

30. Do you rent movies often? no

31. Who sits in behind you in your math class? a girl called Tamara 

32. Have you made a prank phone call? yes

33. Do you own a gun? noooo

34. Can you count backwards from 74? I think so ;D but I won't try! xD 

35. Who are you going to be with tonight?  I'm going to be all by myself tonight ;D

36. Brown or white eggs? white

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic? no? 

38. Ever been on a train? of course

39. Ever been in love?  yep

40. Do you have a cell-phone? yes 

41. Are you too forgiving?  I never thought about this

42. Do you use chap stick? sometimes

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow? don't know 

44. Can you use chop sticks? yes and I'm proud of it :D

45. Ever have cream puffs? yes

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? yep 

47. What was the last question you asked? I can't remember 0o

48. What was the last CD you bought? LOVE Pt. II

49. Boys or girls? Both? :D

50. What is your bus number for school? 7912 

51. Is your hair curly?  no

52. Last time you cried? last night

53. Ever walked into a wall? yes xD

54. Do looks matter? hard to answer...

55. Have you ever bought anything from Pac Sun?  I don't think so 

56. Have you ever slapped someone? yes

57. Favorite time of the year? summer :)

58. Favorite color? black and green

59. Are you sarcastic? yes

60. Do you have any tattoos? no, not yet ;D 

61. Do you have any piercings? Yes, two: tragus and industrial ;D 

62. Do you sleep with the TV on? no

63. Where was your default picture taken at?  in a disco in Lloret de Mar  

64. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people? hate: no; dislike: yes

65. Do you like your life right now? yes and no

66. How often do you talk on the phone? not very often

67. What is your favorite animal? I don't have a favorite animal anymore ;D

68. What was the most recent thing you bought? to me, it's my guitar and my  iPod

69. Do you have good vision? yes

70. Can you hula hoop? yes but not very good xD

71. Could you ever forgive a cheater? depends

72. Do you have a job?  no

73. Can you handle the truth? yes 

74. What are you wearing? jeans and a t-shirt

75. Have you ever crawled through a window? yes xD

See you in the showers, 

Alina

Mission Accepted!

MISSION: To watch all three Lord of the Rings movies in three weekends of the month of December. You choose which day you’ll watch the movie for that weekend, at whatever time. (As long as you watch it, damn it.) The Fellowship of the Ring premiered on December 10, 2001. THAT WAS TEN YEARS AGO. Caps caps, caps all caps. SO. In accordance with the 90s kid’s (and adult’s) current despairing of their age and post-childhood, let’s torture ourselves needlessly even more. If you’re going to liveblog, post graphics, gifs, audio posts, touching “Harry Potter Lord of the Rings will never leave our hearts, thank you JK Rowling JRR Tolkien” messages, then do it. Use the #lord of the rings tag.

(stolen from Tumblr)

I think this is a good idea. So I will take part.

I've already watched "The Fellowship Of The Ring" this morning. I love the extended edition :)

See you in the showers, 

Alina

The Village Idiot.

yep, I'm bored xD

See you in the showers,
Alina

The way Tom DeLonge gets down

See you in the showers,

Alina

Concerts, concerts and concerts

I love going to concerts. Meeting other people who love a certain band as much as you do and of course seeing this band play live is wonderful. The moment when the band comes up on stage is incredible. To see these guys, you look up to and freak out everytime you get to hear or see something new from them, in person is just amazing. For me there's no feeling comparable to this.  When they come out it's not important anymore how many hours you waited for them (I waited almost 6 hours in the rain to see Green Day live in Cologne) .  I think I would spend all the money I have to see my favorite band play.

Therefore I spend way too much money on concerts, but I think it's worth it. Like my mother says: you can save your money and spend it later on material things, but if you spend it on a concert you have a memory for your whole life. If you buy for example a new pair of jeans for  30 - 40 bucks you'll have this jeans for one or two years maybe. But you will always look back on a concert and remember what an amazing time you had. 

And I'm really glad that my mom thinks this way. For this reason she allowed me to go to concerts when I was younger.  She never bought me  concert tickets  but that was ok. I wanted to go to the concert so I had to pay for it. 

Ok, so here are the concerts I've been to:

Jun 22, 2008 Avril Lavigne (Mannheim)
Jun 30, 2009 Linkin Park (Stuttgart)
Oct 5, 2009 Green Day (Cologne)
Nov 23, 2009 P!nk (Freiburg)
Jun 11, 2010 Green Day (Munich)
Aug 24, 2010 blink-182 (Hamburg)
Mar 9, 2011 My Chemical Romance (Munich)
Jun 25, 2011 Linkin Park (Munich)

Sep 19, 2011 Avril Lavigne (Cologne)

It's really hard for me to say which one of these concerts was the best. But if I had to decide, I think it would be the blink concert. The Green Day shows and the MCR show were awesome too. Fuck every concert I've been to was fucking awesome, but the blink show was something special to me. Take a look et my earlier post "blink life. for life" to find out  why ;D

In 2012 I'll see blink-182 in Frankfurt. And I'm already looking forward to it. :) But it's the only concert for 2012 so far and that's definitely too few for one year. So I hope for some more concerts next year. 
I'll be there ;D

See you in the showers, 

Alina

Wishing Well Video

Mark posted the link of this video on twitter last night. I don't know if it's an official music video but I don't think so.

click here for better quality

All I can say is that Travis twittered earlier this month that they will film a video for After Midnight the next week or so. ;D

Wishing Well is one of my favorite songs from Neighborhoods and I think this video is really, really great. Especially from 2:05 to 2:23. It's epic.
And not to forget Mark taking a shower at 2:33 xD. They are still fooling around on  tour and I love it :)

By the way: Is it weird that I'd like to be the camera at 2:29? haha xD


See you in the showers,
Alina